Famous last words

andyfuckinguyen:

If there’s distance between us, one day I’m going to spontaneously show up at your school without even telling you. I’m going to be a bit nervous, cause every time I get a chance to see you it’s like the first time seeing you again. Sweaty palms, stuttering speech, and acting like a fool trying to present myself to you hoping I’m worthy enough just to get your name and a smile.

I’m going to dress formally to show myself off to your friends not for my own pride, but to show them the guy that you’ve been depriving your own time and energy for. I want to show them I’m thankful for you, The girl that has been losing sleep with those dark circles under her bright big eyes because I keep her up every night talking to me. It’s the least I could do for you, I want to present myself to you in the best possible ways A guy can present himself to a girl.

I’m going to be holding your favorite movie for us to watch together while we cuddle cause coming along with bouquets of roses is overrated, along with your favorite stuffed Animal whether it be a bear, bunny, or octopus hoping that when you’re on the phone with me or you’re sleeping, you’re holding onto to it thinking its me if I can’t be there physically to hold you.

I honestly hope..that when we first exchange glances that your eyes will light up, you’ll smile that fascinating smile of yours, you’ll be so shocked that you’ll drop everything you have, charge and leap onto me while I catch you in mid air and you’ll attack me with a barrage of kisses all over my face.

When that the last touch of your lips leaves my face and you’ll open your eyes with a huge grin on your astonished face. I’ll be holding you in mid air while I’ll look up at you with an adoring face smiling at your reactions. My voice will chime through the quiet halls while everyone’s staring at us” I miss you baby”..”I missed you too”. I’ll slowly put you down, planting your feet on the ground and hugging you tightly, whispering in your ear” I hope I surprised you.” hoping that this memory us will last with you forever.